completely d^Hgone

Today it happen, what I know it would happen some day. My grandfather is not in this world anymore.
I don't know, if there is anything other, where he could be now and unfortunatly it seems we aren't experience it until we are in the same situation.
It's hard for me to write whats going on in my head... If it was okay for my grandfather to leave us, it's also for me, but I will miss him. It makes me distraught that I'm so far away since 5 years now and wasn't able to visit my family more often.

See you again, where ever you are!